Thursday, November 03, 2005
Life's dAmN fUnNy
hAhAz...life's damn funny i shld say...i dunno wat made me think this way...it seems tat our lives are always full of surprises...good and bad ones i suppose...i got to know one friend...she's a very nice and helpful girl...and mind you...she's super talented! I think i nvr came across a girl like her...she's almost well-versed in everything...she almost had all the talent tat i wished for...sometimes...i even felt inferior standing next to her...u see...it's not tat i lack of confidence or i'm crazy...it's juz tat i admire tat she has her own strong capabilities tat she can be proud of...but when the spotlight turns to me...it seems dim...hahaz...i dun really have a talent i'm proud of...maybe due to the lack of recognition...but i dun regard my talent as a 'talent" when other ppl can surpass it sooo easily...get wat i mean...hahaz...maybe tat's y life's funny...making the fool of ourselves...hohohozenough of crapping...hahz...firstly to say...i was very happy to hang out with my close buddies last week...ong,dor,ping&hui...miss them lots...had a nice time talking to hui...knew tat she faced alot of obstacles in sch...esp the fact tat she might have to drop one sub to be promoted...but after reading her blog...i'm so glad for her as she can keep 4 sub...she can continue to pursue her studies for LEP...tat's sooo GREAT! as for dor, she's also facing hell of 'many problems'...i hope she can be promoted to jc2...and to be away from the nasty teachers...juz want her to noe tat...watever decision she makes...i will support her always! ping as usual...her new term starts and she seemed to get all pumped up for sch...actually...i always thought ping'll be better off in jc...but seeing her doing well in her studies and befriending a grp of good pals in poly...i'm relieved tat she did make the rIgHt choice...didnt expect tat she's can adapt so well...hahaz...sometimes i do wonder what will i become if i'm in poly...heard frm my mum tat my cousin is doing well in poly...participated in a competition and won a prize...and i'm here...stuck in a jc life...unable to achieve anything...cos everyone is a strong opponent...i cldn't find a place to showcase my talents...i juz think jc is not the right place anything else except for academic grades...hahaz...ok...as for ong...nothing to say abt her...hahaz...cos...she's strong as ever...she's always the smart & witty one...sure she's doing well in vjc...the gal who's going to get 2 S papers...my my my...got scolded by the choir president today...ok lahz...not scold...but erm...nagged...or shld i say warned...aiyahz...noe tat it's my fault...cos shldnt use PW meeting as an excuse...but no choice...i'm always the one accomodating to my members...but i was shocked indeed...cos it made me realise tat i cnt treat choir practices lightly...cnt pon for no reasons...i'm kinda not used to it...cos i'm a famous 'ponner' in sec sch...only something tat i like will keep me going...eg...i seldom pon co practices in jc...cos i like being in co with my friends...although it can get bored at times...i like choir...but i still need time to find a sense of belonging...to make myself committed to this cca...haiz...tough man...juz tough
i got my choir costumes for the competition...i'm sooo relieved tat i can fit in the clothes...hahahz...and mind u...the previous owner is not fat lohz...and i can fit in her clothes lehz...hahahaz...sooo happy...of cos it's a bit tight lahz...juz need to lose some weight...YESH! LOSE WEIGHT! TRY LOHZ...i want to announce tat i'm going anime/comics/idol dramas crazy...hahaz...i finished watching samurai deeper kyo...super nice...luv the characters and songs...thanx to nicole for lending it to me...i tink the next anime i'm watching will be D.N. Angel...i will be thanking mengtak...my co-zhong ruan player for agreeing to lend me...hahaz...and a big thank u to li rong...for agreeing to lend me the whole set of Alice 19th comics...ahhhh....thanx to all of them...juz wondering...who can lend me "Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa"?...i juz luv ming dao and qiao en....hahaz...wrapping all up...juz cut my hair recently...got diff. comments from everybody...hahaz...my parents said tat it seemed tat my hair is same as before...some say not bad...quite nice...some even say they dun recognise me...hahaz...so funny...but i like my new hairstyle lahz...cos it's cool man...hahahz...ahhh...late liaoz...gonna go hit the sack...nitez everyone...sorry for the long entry...congrats to u if u managed to read till the end...hahaz...
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